i don't need apologies and i don't fall for sympathies.

it's just dinner. you were supposed to have us over last week but you became 'too busy'. we could handle that, though becuase you said we'd do it over the weekend...of course you bailed again. but tomorrow was the set date. we were looking forward to spending time with you. once again, you cancelled because you're 'on a roll' with work. yeah freakin right.
i don't care when you're rescheduling this dinner, but i'm declining the invite. i'm not going to wait around until its convenient for you...don't you think almost five years is long enough? when are you going to step up to the plate and be a man?
you're my father, after all.

i hate my life

and parking passes.
i finally bought one so that i can park at school instead of having to walk. lazy? yes...but i can't walk all that way carrying a backpack because it's so darn heavy. plus, wind makes my ears hurt:(

now i feel sick, and sore, and headache-y. i'm going to take a nap soon....some friday night.

(L)

because i have no friends here...

i blog my emotions. today my ex boyfriend struck up a conversation with me. WTF?!?!! he ignores me all summer and now starts talking to me completly out of the blue. just as i was starting to move on and forget that part of my life, he feels like he can just stroll back in. ARRRRRGGGGHHH. why does this bother me so much? maybe because he and i were really something together, i mean we were so alike and we had great conversations and all that. i felt like i didn't have to impress him or anything because he already liked me the way i was. when we broke up i was really confused and i sulked for a long time. now when its time for me to move along, he reappears and all these old feeling resurface.

just get out.

just venting

its a good thing i'm not the possesive type who gets jealous easily. oh wait, I AM!!!
frig, why did you ask me to help you and get me all pumped up just to drop me as soon as someone else comes along. what's more; why did i actually think you were serious this time?! this is just another replay of every freakin time you've led me on and then shattered my world. maybe i'm being melodramatic, but you know how important this all is to me.

freakin stupid job

i dislike where i work in a huge way! it's so frustrating because there's never anything to do, i can't afford to buy the clothes there and i have crappy hours. but that's okay because i'm applying at a baby clothing store:) while some people may think thats dumb because i "hate children", i'm still applying! and to clarify: i don't hate kids. when i was growing up, my mom was really involved with the kids ministry at church and she was really close with the lady in charge, so i often helped out as well. however, being stuck with severeal snot nosed kids for hours on end is not fun...but! kids are so cute and what not, and if they aren't in my care, i adore them. problem solved.

stay classy, kids (L)

jeepers creepers, where'd you get those peepers?!

oh my...i'm so tired.my highschool is lame, so we had graduation last night as opposed to in june like everybody else. i was up until 1:30 and i woke up at 7:30. uuuuugh, so not enough sleep. plus, i have to work today. what a day this shall be:)

life: just add water

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